Sonogram Update

Today at 34 weeks/baby 36weeks/body 42/43weeks....Oh my...LOL

No body knows what is true with this Doc But God!

Well today had another sonogram! He was head down and still moving around from that thing. He never looks at the camera LOL. Anyways the cutest thing was him sucking his tongue, which is a good thing and means he is practicing for eating! He was big and all his organs still look good. To me he looked as if he had no room already and no much fluid like they think I have. She said he is measuring about 36 weeks instead of 34...which with my short (18" 19") small headed babies... he could be bigger than that. Yes I am a lucky mom who has a baby with a smaller than average head every time so it makes them seem smaller than they are on the sonogram. Also said he is looking like he is 6 1/2 lbs but as everyone knows sonograms are never right on that and he could be already 7 or 8lbs. BIG and looks ready. At this rate he is looking to be about 10 to 15lbs not wanting that at all. The reason I dont trust sonograms is one my mom had a tumor on her ovary and they said it was only the size of a grape fruit (still big) when they went in it was the size of a basket ball!!!! Major difference! The other is I know of 4 women who have gone in a few days before delivery for  a sono and been told they would be 7 lbs and came out 10!! Yeah no real trust in those things. I will not know what they think of the fluid levels til next week but while leaving she said The heavy  feeling I was have(which I have never said I was having) was because of the fluid not the baby. Well I dont feel heavy at all I feel the same as with the other 3 just and feel his head between my legs...SO there is another reason I dont feel as if I am carring any more than my normal amount of water. Also read that If to much fluids I would not feel the baby move much and we would not find his heart rate..no problem there at all this little guy is moving all the time and strong.

Mom saw me today for the first time in a 10 days and said I was much much lower than when she left on vacation. Which made me feel better that it was not just in my head or hoping. I really think he will come before May is done and for this mommy the sooner the better really A lady today also said she has seen me alot while at the mall with my mom and can tell just from the weeks that I am looking like I am carring this boy in my lap and I was not before! She was sweet and said she would pray for me and my baby. Love people like that...still sad that the doc is so set in his ways to listen but hey just like the lady said today..."Its not my first its my 4th and I know my body by now...expecially with how close they are. I have not had time to forget what happens from time to time!" LOL yeah she was sweet and funny. My body is ready and so if my family. I know my body is dialated and I feel the preasure of his head all the time even while sitting and that is a good sign. Not sleep at all and have the feeling of change coming. Another good sign. I have also been told that some time you feel sick at your stomic before the big day hits and that has been me the last 3 nights. I am trying not to look to every little thing as a sign and get my hopes up but it is hard not too. He just has to come in May to keep up our pattern of every 2 months a b-day LOL. I just keep praying for a good size baby and not to big!

I am not stressing and just doing my normal thing and just leaving it up to God (not that I am not praying hard for him to come soon). I am also doing things to help dialation along and not going to stop any kind of laybor at all. I know even if we are wrong and he is still not due til June God will have his hand in it. I already have one baby who has been touched by God so I know with prayer and trust he can do it again for Sandler if needed. I just cant wait to see him on the outside and hold him!