So this is mostly for me but I have to get it down...

I feel as I give to much of myself to others just to get let down over and over again. I give everything to my kids they are first in my life as I think it should be and then to my Hubby. I try so hard to do things for others and really poor my heart into the things I do just to get my heart walked on by that person. I have lost my faith in family because it seems that family (other than my little family) does not take care of each other any more. Not all of them are this way but instead of working things out I have seen (not in just mine) family turn their back on people, walk away or just make the person feel as if they don't matter to anyone. Do people not realize how they can hurt some one by these actions and how family should be there for each other. I just don't understand the world today I know people are busy and that family is more spread out. I also know people should stand up for what they believe in and keep there family safe from harm but to out cast people because of looks, lifestyles, and other should not happen with in the family. God taught us to love each other and i see more and more hate in the world and it makes me sad. I know I have struggled with these also but have tryed to make things right and to follow the path God is leading me. I just wish that family was more important to everyone and not just at Christmas and holidays but every day. If we can lean on them then who do we really have in the world?

I just wish people could see how their actions put a mark on someone who maybe going through more than what people see on the outside. Also how hate can ruin a Strong relationship between some one else. Wish there was a button that we could push to talk things out with out fights and hurt feelings and to really understand the other. Anger is a bad emotion sometimes!

Sorry the rant is over!