Helping words to get through life

"To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did" When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better.
'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.' "

Saturday, February 27, 2010

My poor baby girl

So Mommy is really worried tonight....Took Brezlyn into to the doc. because her cord has not come off yet and she is 6 1/2 weeks old, way to long to still have that dumb little thing on. They told me on the phone that they would put this stuff on it to help it come off. Well they did that then the doc. tells me that she needs to go have blood work done because the cord was really not letting go on it own and usually that means the baby has a white blood cell diff.! Wow so now I am really scared because they did not take the blood from the heal they took it from her arm like they would you or me.....She did really good with that and even smiled at the nurse before, so proud she was so Strong because I am going crazy on the inside. Please pray that nothing comes back bad and that she is fine and that the cord falls off in 3 days or we have to go back to have the stuff put on it and it really did not make her feel good today.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Prayer still needed

Ok so she had to have the baby last night and he was born some time after 10. She is doing great and recovering and the baby is ok but having to be on oxygen and they are only feeding him a very small amount today. If he keeps it down they will move him up later tonight and then little by little after that. He is a 5 lb 3 oz baby which is big for being 5 weeks early and is doing good other than needing a little help with oxygen. She is happy it was not worst and we need to pray he gets strong fast and can go home soon. More than likely he will be in for a little more than a week (best case) or more. Keep them all in your prayers as I am sure it is stressful to not just have your baby right there with you all the time and trying to stay pos. Thanks again.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Friend in need of prayer!

My friend and her baby are in need of prayer! She just called to let me know that her water broke and is now at the hospital but she is too early!!! They are worried that he will have respiratory problems because he was not due til March. She is either having him tonight or tomorrow depending on contractions. Please keep them in your prayers and pray the baby is fine and ready for the world. Also that she does not loose it. I know I would be so scared and worried right now. Thanks and I will update when we know how he is.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

"My Baby"

So things have been going really go at home with Brezlyn...other than her staying awake at 3 til 4:30 every night she has been really good. The kids love having her here and Keyton is doing so good with her and that is a big weight off my shoulders!! Even though he is cutting his 2 year mole rs he is doing great with all the change and loves when we have special time while Brezlyn is off with someone else or in her bed! It has been fun watching all three of them and has been less stressful than I thought it would be have 3 little ones around the house. New pics to come soon! I have to find the time first lol

Cute stories...

Keyton has been telling me every day that Brezlyn is his baby and if I say she is mine he tells me that "No mommy she is my baby". Which makes me smile that he is being like that. He also wants to hold her all the time and is really good at it! While he is holding her he kisses her and laughs when she gets him or thinks that she is trying to kiss him when she turns to look at him. He is so sweet with her and is always checking on her and telling her hi. I am so glad he is that way with her. Also since she has been home he is playing daddy to all of Paisley's dolls. Just the other day we were at Memaws and I walked into the living room to see Keyton on the couch holding the baby doll like it was real and sitting so still just like she was Brezlyn. I was laughing at it and he was so sweet looking. I will post the pic later because it is really sweet! He is going to be a great daddy one day!

Paisley is a little mommy and has already feed Brezlyn a bottle and changed a few of her diapers! She loves to hold her all the time also and will sit for ever just holding her. She also is great about helping out with keeping her happy by turning on her music or trying to put her pass in. She also is good about letting me know if her head is wrong in the car seat or if she is crying! So sweet and such a mommy already. I love hearing her tell Brezlyn that she loves her and that she is so cute or pretty. She did have a little trouble at first with sharing her bows and seeing Brezlyn in her baby cloths but now she is ok with it (i think). She also has been helping out with Keyton..the other morning before Tryon and I were out of bed she changed Keyton's diaper with out any help. Tryon went to change him and could not believe that he was dry until Paisley tells him that she did it already and Tryon was shocked that the diaper was on good and tight! It was really funny and nice to have done. She is funny and it is great to have such a willing and good little helper around the house right now! Hope it stays that way!!

Friday, January 15, 2010

Brezlyn Keylee

So the story!...Went to the Doc. for my normal check up on Monday and was really hoping she would set up the date. I was only at a 1 1/2 and not thinking she would ask but she did. She left to see what day she could get me in and then came back and said see you in the morning!!! I was excited and was so ready to get it over with. My mom came in that night to watch the kids while we would be gone at the hospital. Next morning went in to get things started....The doc came in at 8:30 and broke my water and started the proses. Things were going fine and at 9:45 I got my epidural....well that did not go so good. The stupid thing crawled up to high (up to my boobs) so they had to turn it off until it went down to where it was supposed to be. That took until 12:30!!! I was almost back to normal everywhere! So I thought things would be fine because I was only at a 5 and they had stopped my IV because the doc was going into surgery. Well about 20 mins. after they stopped everything I stared felling really hard contractions and they were coming in alot to see how I was doing. At 1:45 i was in real pain to were I was not able to talk anymore. They checked me and I was a good 8 almost 9 and she was coming!!! They called the doc. and told me not to push because I still had a little bit to go. Doc came in and She was ready... I was not...I have never had to do it natural and was really scared and in pain...pushed twice with them telling me not to scream and waste my energy! Hahaha right.. Then she was there at 1:58pm!! Love that my doc calls the baby by name rather than say its a girl! She did not really cry...just like Paisley and they had to suck a little more of the stuff out of her because her cry was a little wet sounding but she was fine and healthy!!! She is beautiful big and long. 8lb 2oz and 20 1/2 in. with dark hair and blue eyes just like all my babies! She is a really good baby and really just sleeps most of the time with a small cry! The kids are so good with her and help mommy out!

Now for all the pics you have been waiting for!

Tus. morning off to the hospital...would never guess it was a week and a half early!

Getting cleaned up....welcome to the world little girl

so quiet!!
First time to see those eyes.
Daddy with our new little girl!! Coming to give her to me
First time to hold her! So sweet I love these moments
First bottle and first time one of mine has ate right after birth!
So love this sucking on her fingers...Paisley did this too with the same two fingers.
Letting mommy eat a little something!
Keyton waiting to meet his little sis....they kept her longer because (now) they keep big for gustation babies longer to check blood suger just in case...sucks but at lest she was fine.
Paisley just could not wait to hold her
First time they saw her!!! Paisley kept telling me she was beautiful and Keyton was excited too!
Keyton all into it!!! Watching diaper change and clothing change!
All dressed up!
Keyton wanted to hold her!!! First time and he did great!
So happy that she is here and that she got to hold her!ALL my Babies
My mom ... Nonnie
Paisley trying to give her a pass
then Keyton had to try
Memaw...tryon's grandmother
Biggen...tryon's momCus. Mikayla
Cus. Mara...first time she has ever held one of my babies..this was so neat!
Aunt Katie
Uncle BrazosGetting our take home outfit on!!! Love her in the red
All dressed and ready..wait for mommy's shot!
With the matching blanketUs with the new addition
Going home!!!!
The next morning...love how he came to see her
New jammies
Paisley's old outfit that she wore the day after we brought her home so Brezlyn did too!!
Keyton wanted to hold her again and Paisley had to be there too. Love this all my babies together at last!
Brezlyn with her eyes open....We hardly ever see them!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

SHE IS HERE!!!!

We welcomed Brezlyn on Tus. the 12th @ 1:58pm after a short 5 hours!!! She is 8 lbs and 2oz (just as big as big sis) and 20 1/2 in (just like big bro). She is very pretty with a head of hair just like the others and is a good mix of the others. She is quiet and really sweet. Delivery was ok but I did have to do it all natural and was not liking that to much Ha. But I will tell the story and put up pics. soon as things calm down. Paisley and Keyton are so glad to have her here and Paisley is really wanting to feed and hold her all the time. Keyton did hold her once and says that she is cute....Maybe he is going to be ok with it!!! Just wanted to let everyone know. We are at home and it is good to be here!!!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

PLEASE!!!!

I am so wanting to be done....So much more than with the other two!!! I have been so sick with this little girl and ready to have her in my arms rather than in my tummy!!!! Paisley is driving me crazy wanting me to go to the hospital to get her sister and Keyton is starting to get tired of Mommy being sick. He could care less about the sister in the tummy coming home but He knows mommy is needing something to change. I am ready so everyone out there pray she comes this week!!! I don't have another apt. til Monday because they are closed 1/2 of this week!!! If she could come on her own it would make me so happy!!!!!!!!!! I am done with the prego thing and she needs to jump on bord!! Ha.....

Sorry just needed to get it off my chest!!!! I am ready to have all my kids out here in the world!! Oh and christmas pics to come we still have christmas to do with Tryon's fam. this weekend so I am waiting to put them all up at the same time! Also would be great to have her home for some of Tryon's fam. to see while they are here in town....... Oh to hoping!